what in the world is happening to me?!
I don’t know…I don’t feel like me. I’ve always had duck feathers. I let everything roll off of me like it wasn’t a big deal…..Now everything hits me like a ton of bricks. I don’t feel like doing anything. I don’t even really feel like coming here..No offense..its just the truth. I feel like I am dragging myself from one place to another. I found out I have 17 ulcers in my stomach..big shocker there…stress galore. I wanna go home & sleep. Pretend like nothing is happening. I am still exercising…I cried the whole time I was walking yesterday. I don’t know why….I just feel like my world is caving in and I am somewhere in it drowning.
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HEY - it happens we let things get on top of us - U do have some real stressers going on - but to let it cave in will not let u rise above it.Good on u for keeping up the excercise - for me when this happens - i sit down and write how I CAN help overcome or manage the problem… I also think of all those ppl out there that dont have the blessings of life - shelter food etc THat I have or are battleiing a terminal disease - why to say stop it now, yes uve got it tough - it could be tougher. Manage it, u can do it - its not easy but u can!
Oh girl, I feel for you going through all this. It sounds like your just so sad, and depressed. Sometimes you just have to get through these times the best you can. You may have cried all the way through your walk–but, you were out there walking. Its ok to cry. Your going through a lot and from the sounds of it, hubby is not standing beside you but on the other side of the wall…so that means your alone.
17 ulcers…omg. I hope the doctor not only gave you meds for that but to help deal with stress?
Its times like this that I wished I lived closer–sometimes just having a friend listen and walking beside you–just knowing that someone is there..helps.
Big hugs….and remember, if you need to talk, i’m here ok.
Keep your head above the water and keep treading through. Take it one day at a time and just manage what you can handle. Make sure to take some you time and rest and reflect. We’re all here for you if you need to talk.
Oh hun I’m so sorry that you are feeling so down! I think we all have those times in our life…and everyone deals differently! Hopefully, you will realize how AWESOME you are and snap out of it soon!
17 ulcers?! Holy cow!! Hope you got some meds to help with the pain!! Hope you feel better soon!!! 
take care tiffany, you will get through this!
Focus on doing things that you love and do get plenty of rest!
Hey Hun,
Sorry for all the stresses in your life, we all going through hard times/depressing times, The good thing is your still here talking about it and pushing through. Your strong and you’ll get through this!
OH hang in there buddy, we are coming to rescue. I really am sorry everything seems to be going horrible right now. But there is a lot of positive in life that you should look at. Maybe you could write a list of things you are greatful for or that has a positive effect in your life. Sometimes that helps me. There is a whole lot more that could go wrong and sometimes we miss that. Hang in there.
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Tiffany
you got to talk to a dr. it sure sounds like slight depression and I bet a low dose of anti depressant would help you..
I am sorry you are going through this and I wish i could take it away but something can. some anti depressants
hugs Tiffany
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Tiffany
you got to talk to a dr. it sure sounds like slight depression and I bet a low dose of anti depressant would help you..
I am sorry you are going through this and I wish i could take it away but something can. some anti depressants
hugs Tiffany
My heart goes out to you. Please, please talk to your doctor about this. (Kerstin is right) In the meantime try not to isolate yourself. I am sending hugs your way.
Oh no….please hang in there. We are all here for you. Take care of those ulcers, ouch!
((((((((((((((((((Tiffany))))))))))))))) I wish I can give you a hug in person.
Tiffany, Kerstin is right. please take care of yourself. Hugs!
Stress has a way of swallowing us up.. or atleast side tracking us into our own world. You can get thru this! Its hard, ohhh its hard, but you can! Exercise is an awesome stress relief! Crying while you walk is ok.. I use my walk time to spend time with God especially when I am stressed to the max.. sometimes crying sometimes screaming ( sure the neighbors think I’m nuts at this point LOL) but you know what.. its ok! It’s ok for superwoman to need a rest! Life wont always be the way it is right now.. 5 years from now this will all be memories.. and you will have pushed thru. Keep your eyes long term.. journal dreams and positive things.. even negative feelings to get it out! You can do this! Take care!